The hard times,. #11

These days, I can't help but fell depressed and angry at myself and at some people around me. I know I should be feeling grateful to still be alive after everything I've been through but to be really honest if you would be living the life that I have you probably would be the same way too. All I've been asking to everyone is to give me the opportunity to at least try to do something. All I want to do is at least try. It's that to much to ask ?! All my results says I could be able to walk and have my movement back. I'm allot stronger now and the only thing I want is be able to go places, be with my friends, have some fun. Not just stay in a room 24/7 starring at a computer screen just doing some school stuff, watch movies/tv shows or just work on videos. I can't stand it. I feel like I'm trap and I need to go out and move. All I see is people having fun and I'm stuck in here doing absolutely nothing. All I can do is think and bug the nurses. Do you know how you can feel useless living a life like this ?! I have all the determination to do something but no one wants to give me the opportunity to try. I'm not writing this to get your petty. I'm writing this to open up your mind and make you see what you have around you it's real and beautiful. You probably have some problems that you are dealing with right now but at least you have the opportunity to do stuff about it. Don't forget to take the time to appreciate what you have until you don't have it anymore,..

-Stay Strong

Karye,.